2018-11-11

No point in stressing a wave coming
When all you can do is sit back and watch

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No longer helping
But manipulatively ruining it all
I did want to grow out and leave
But not by ripping everything apart
I’m a fool

I knew there was no future on this path
But I still followed
Hoping maybe

Funny, even hope knew there was nothing
I’m a fool

However I did enjoy it
Felt a side never before
And now I’ve lost all I’ve known before
I’m a fool
Quite the fool

But one thing
I did grow and learn
But by doing wrong
I learned the meaning of repentance
To help clear the soul
Let it out
That you are a fucking cunt

I am a fool