2018-12-27

You’re not in it for the men or to find a man
You just want a rush of lust
And when it’s gone, you follow
Coldly use them up
Toss ‘em when you’re done
Excuse it with a dating label
But honey you know it’s all fun
Convincing yourself in the back
Maybe one will do
Knowing in truth
None will

Cause you’re not in it to find a man
You could care less for the man
Before you grow impatient and shove him aside
Get back in line

You fancy some lust
The high of a chase with a new feel
A new lust
But that’s okay
Be honest with yourself

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I’m just a lonely little kid in a small sail boat
Drifting across the ocean hoping for an end
Not of drifting
But of drifting alone

Feel so small standing next to the ginormous hope seeping out of me
I want to enjoy life with people
But I don’t get to decide the other way
If people want to enjoy life with me

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I love people who let their hearts shine without a single bit of shade
Letting their true beauty flow outwards onto the world around
I have many blinds to rid of

But one day
My heart and soul will be free
I can’t wait for that day
I’ve been holding myself far too much
I’m gonna explode love

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How you treat anyone doesn’t define them
It defines you

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There is no feeling that is not propagated outwards by your body
Through motions, gases, sweats, whatever
Your body always moves with what you feel
And our bodies subconsciously read the ways others move
Unknowingly we understand one another
But how sharply
And how well do we understand what our body perceives