2018-07-27

The cosmic mind
Indefinite evolution of

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Mind is becoming aware of the messages sent through neural pathways, pausing to critique it among related pathways
And then choosing one to follow
Each choice brings a focus
A strength to the choice chosen
And a more favoured friendship
So whenever the same place comes
They’ll be waiting
And this continued
This pattern of sticking with what works
Repeats over and over
In life
In the environment
And inside every little thing
By sheer time, ability to progress, evolution naturally arises
And you have another pathway which works to choose the right path based on some sort of memory markers which serve to tell which path would be better for the given choice
Then there could be another which does the exact same but for that one
And then again and again

Orrrr
Maybe not
Maybe that’s extremely inefficient and there’s something better
I’m tired

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Everyone judges in some natural way
But there’s another form of judgement which is specific to judgemental people
The average person notes that another is a certain way or does a certain thing or likes a certain thing
The next level is to make assumptions on a persons character based on those things
The level on top of that is to make judgements based on those assumptions of character
As if those assumptions were correct

Being judgemental
Maybe someone likes eating apples
Assume they’re doing so because they’re insecure about weight
Judge them as a person with weight insecurity because they eat apples
Or the fact that maybe you don’t know enough to make an educated conclusion or assumption
But no
Accepting that you don’t know scares your feebleness
Instead you dig deeper until you find a conclusion that feeds your simple mind
A conclusion that of course is relative to your life and experiences
Nothing but narrow

There’s also judging relative to oneself and ones ideals
As if everyone is you
Thinks like you
Wants to be like you
Idolizes like you
As if everyone should be and think like you
And belittling and looking down on those who stray from your minds ideals
Instead of realizing we all have different ideals, morals and reasons
Ignorance

No matter how dumb someone may come off to be
I will love and appreciate them if they’re independent thinkers
Who think for themselves and don’t expect others to think like them
Cause how you think should only be pushed onto yourself
I’m not getting it right I still have to think about it more
They may be ignorant and not listen
But as long as they’re not judging others or looking down on them or even placing themselves above them for thinking differently
I appreciate them

Bunch of fucking fools
Am I being judgemental?
I do not respect those who are judgemental
Is that not being judgemental?
But I don’t like the judgemental
Be who you are I don’t care enough to judge you
Unless you piss me off like the judgemental fucks

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We either see too much or too little
Never just right
Equilibrium

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There are two paths to freedom of mine
Amass enough money, skills, expertise, and recognition to the point where money is no longer an issue and I live under no one (which I already kind of do)
Or
Drop everything and live to no ones expectation except my own, with goals of spirituality, mindfulness, peace, and study; like a monk
Both cases are in regards to freedom from money and those who don’t matter
What I hope for
Is a combination of both
It is what I aim for