2025-05-20

Sometimes I have no idea what I’m doing
I know I want to do it, I want to write and put together some sort of book
I have ideas for what it can be about
But putting it all together?
As a single coherent book
With logic and reasoning and structure
Sounds like work

I don’t know
I’ve never written like that before
I’m more random and flow whatever’s on my mind
That’s how I like to write
That other kind of writing
That kind of writing
It’s as if I think too much
I have to think too much
I think about what I’m going to write
And why
And more
I can’t just write
I have to plan and think about it
And that mucks it all about

But how else would I do it?
I have to have some structure to it
Some guidelines
It’s not random
It’s a book
About something
As if I know something
What do I know
I know that it would be super cool if I could get it done
And written
It’s always some philosophies
But written, nicely

I need to do it
And at least try
I’ll get better with time
And it’ll become easier