Verse

Free verse, aphorisms, and short-form writing.

Have you ever noticed that we sometimes, most of the times, look for answers that side with us
We wade through thousands of results just to find one answer which agrees
Even when those thousands show differently
And then be satisfied enough to maintain that view/opinion
Instead of considering a different face or changing views
Foolery

But then again maybe we strongly believe we’re right for some valid reason
Instead of being against being wrong
Instead of an emotional reason
And we’re looking for a supporting reason

It’s not love I’m looking for
It’s acceptance and loving welcome from people
And the love of a good woman
I love women

But I’m the one who perceives my reality
I choose how to respond to people
I feel from what I believe to be
Negative and positive
Maybe I need to change what I believe and perceive
But being alive, I can’t help but be influenced by my environment
I can’t change my percepted reality or I’d be full out dreaming it
But I am already dreaming some of it
Negative and positive

With mental fortitude
I can teach myself not to be influenced by what should not influence
Like some people
Let what matters influence most and what nots have none
You matter most to yourself
Others depend on their relation to you
Something you place weight on

Always grow
And you’ll never go wrong

By imagining systems that reproduce the results of reality
Is how we understand it
It is how theories are formed and maintained
When a system produces results that don’t match
We start a new to find a more accurate system
Maybe fine tune the current one a bit
But in all cases
They’re born from our mind space
Imagining these systems applied to an imagined reality
And visualizing the results they should produce
Does it match with what we observe
Or is it far from it

When we don’t know enough for an educated imagination
Or we simply lack imagination
Or we wish to test the imagined system
We come up with inputs and predict outputs
Based on the imagined system
Then we put them through the true system
If they match, good, if not, not so good

But nonetheless
As mentioned well before
A match does not guarantee anything
As nothing says that every system is one-to-one
As a one-way function

Any other system could replicate the true system
Their innards being different, but behavior being exact
Meaning the imagined system isn’t the true system
But can be sufficient for things like engineering
But not for curiosity and truths sake

Interesting how everything is treated as a complex system
Sometimes ignoring minorities
But what if those ignored minorities are what connects every system into the true largely connected system
That defines the universe
But of course for basic engineering and sciences they’re less important
But for the overall philosophical and beauty of understanding, they’re more than less important
They cannot be seen as ignored minorities
Each factor has an influence

Obvious it is though
The universe is one large system
Seen through the sciences as a collection of broken systems
Like a puzzle soon to be brought together
Is physics finding the construction of the puzzle pieces
Or is it finding the picture itself

No, no, it’s not the same
Poor analogy (?)
Physics is describing the underlying behavior and structure of everything, right?
Which is essentially the complex system
The theory of everything

But one note
The internal behavior is projected outwards
If true
The underlying truth should be seen outwards in all the visualized systems
As some similar pattern
Like a beat
Every systems behavior is based on it
So why shouldn’t it be deductible
And I’m not talking about the commonality or chemistry or physics
I mean a heart beat common in all
The life of the universe

I’m simply rambling

I’ll never hate
When a man with a good heart makes a mistake

What to do
When nothing’s rewarding

I should’ve ran away

§

Maybe I never will
But I should be okay with it
Nothing’s perfect
But maybe in the right light
It can be

I’m looking at you, your essence and beauty

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Living in the now is removing your memories
To never remember now would mean to never be able to think back about now
You would never be able to dwell on the past and without the last you will never be able to dwell on the future
With no reference to expect from
Anything could happen
You just gotta live with it
That’s life
In the moment

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Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

Mesa Selimovic

Happiness is when you realize nothing really matters
You flow with life
What happens happens
You move on with it
It’s not a depressing way, but more of a realization or an acceptance
Happiness is when you quit fighting and accept life for what it is
Accept and love it as your own

If I die today
Then I wasn’t meant for tomorrow

Life is all about the perception of it
You can follow your own or those of others
It can make your life better, or much worse

Be open to changes and you may find one that suits you
Be closed and forever live one
Life is perception itself
Live many
And feel many