Verse

It’s not you
It’s the work you do that is great
It’s not your arguments
It’s the arguments themselves that are great
It’s objective of you

You’re not the only one capable of it
So it supersedes you
The act is great objectively
Not you subjectively
If it’s something only capable of you
Then hold it as a subjective and personal
But if it’s objective and universal
Act as such and praise it rather than yourself

You are not great
What you did is great
Congrats for doing it
But remember what’s real
But still consider it a success if it is
Just don’t inflate yourself for something objective
Something that is bigger than you
Right?

Celebrate your achievement
Not you for being you
Even though being you is what led to the achievement
But it’s not so much of being you as it is what you did
What you did matters much more than who you are
But who you are also somewhat defines what you do
But what you did is wider
Who you are defines a set of principles that define the scope of what you do
And in the end it’s what you do that brings great achievements (if it does)
This does not make the principles great
Maybe just “in the right direction” or “capable of leading to the right actions”
So it doesn’t make you great in a sense
The achievement itself is what is great
Not you

But you are the one who achieved it
Which is in its own way a sort of second prize
Which is why you should still feel good or content about it
But you should never take the greatness of the achievement for yourself
You’re shadowed by it
Achievements make you
Not you make the achievements
The achievements are great because of you
You become great because of your achievements

Is it wrong to consider yourself great even if you’ve achieved a bountiful of great successes?
For a reason it feels so
Because it wasn’t you being you that brought the success
It was all the hard work, discipline, sweat and hours you put in that achieved the success
Objective of you
But you were still the one who did all of that to achieve it
So there is still something due for you, no?
And that is the achievement being made real from dreams
That’s all you get

You aren’t great
But you can achieve great things
Or maybe there is some other humble reward
Who knows
Take away message
You ain’t shit
The objective achievement is
Or maybe you are

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Most people think they think
But it’s their emotions and subconscious who give them their thoughts
We people are a simple bunch of animals who believe we can think
When the truth is we’re emotional beings

No wrong to it though
Humans as rational beings couldn’t be farther from the truth

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Live how you want to
Not how others want you to
I don’t get the logic in wanting to control how someone lives
If there’s no influence on your life
Why the hell do you care?
Why do you want everyone to be like you?
To follow you?
Why do you think everyone should want to be like you?
You and your ideals probably aren’t shit
Your family is probably shit as well
Grow the fuck up

And I’m not talking about anyone specifically
This is in regard to the general public
Maybe it’s just evolutionary to want everyone on your side
Followers and leaders whatnot
You only follow those you acknowledge
And you want those you don’t acknowledge to follow you, maybe?
And it’s not to say that you don’t care about the person by not wanting to control how they live
It’s simply respecting the life and decisions they want
You could show you care by supporting them, advising them, being there for them, and maybe listening every now and then
But for crying out loud, if that’s what they truly want in life, respect it by not trying to make them do what you want and fuck off and let them do them
This especially goes to judgemental fucks
Who look down on those who do and are different than them
The minds of most, I do not want around

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Fac, si facis - Do it, if you’re going to do it

I will fail
And become a failure
Though in the end
I won’t
As long as I don’t die along the way

Life is so fascinating and beautiful that I fear to be bogged down by the little nuances of human life

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I’m working on the foundation
You can’t build a mansion without a foundation

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A man’s ego can only go so far before it collapses on himself

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Like a bunch of downplayed English teachers who birth meaning out of absolutely nothing

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You can’t be friends with everyone
Trois

I have no choice but to
It’s either I end it
Or I get it done
No choice to continue living like this

The cosmic mind
Indefinite evolution of

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Mind is becoming aware of the messages sent through neural pathways, pausing to critique it among related pathways
And then choosing one to follow
Each choice brings a focus
A strength to the choice chosen
And a more favoured friendship
So whenever the same place comes
They’ll be waiting
And this continued
This pattern of sticking with what works
Repeats over and over
In life
In the environment
And inside every little thing
By sheer time, ability to progress, evolution naturally arises
And you have another pathway which works to choose the right path based on some sort of memory markers which serve to tell which path would be better for the given choice
Then there could be another which does the exact same but for that one
And then again and again

Orrrr
Maybe not
Maybe that’s extremely inefficient and there’s something better
I’m tired

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Everyone judges in some natural way
But there’s another form of judgement which is specific to judgemental people
The average person notes that another is a certain way or does a certain thing or likes a certain thing
The next level is to make assumptions on a persons character based on those things
The level on top of that is to make judgements based on those assumptions of character
As if those assumptions were correct

Being judgemental
Maybe someone likes eating apples
Assume they’re doing so because they’re insecure about weight
Judge them as a person with weight insecurity because they eat apples
Or the fact that maybe you don’t know enough to make an educated conclusion or assumption
But no
Accepting that you don’t know scares your feebleness
Instead you dig deeper until you find a conclusion that feeds your simple mind
A conclusion that of course is relative to your life and experiences
Nothing but narrow

There’s also judging relative to oneself and ones ideals
As if everyone is you
Thinks like you
Wants to be like you
Idolizes like you
As if everyone should be and think like you
And belittling and looking down on those who stray from your minds ideals
Instead of realizing we all have different ideals, morals and reasons
Ignorance

No matter how dumb someone may come off to be
I will love and appreciate them if they’re independent thinkers
Who think for themselves and don’t expect others to think like them
Cause how you think should only be pushed onto yourself
I’m not getting it right I still have to think about it more
They may be ignorant and not listen
But as long as they’re not judging others or looking down on them or even placing themselves above them for thinking differently
I appreciate them

Bunch of fucking fools
Am I being judgemental?
I do not respect those who are judgemental
Is that not being judgemental?
But I don’t like the judgemental
Be who you are I don’t care enough to judge you
Unless you piss me off like the judgemental fucks

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We either see too much or too little
Never just right
Equilibrium

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There are two paths to freedom of mine
Amass enough money, skills, expertise, and recognition to the point where money is no longer an issue and I live under no one (which I already kind of do)
Or
Drop everything and live to no ones expectation except my own, with goals of spirituality, mindfulness, peace, and study; like a monk
Both cases are in regards to freedom from money and those who don’t matter
What I hope for
Is a combination of both
It is what I aim for

What you’re feeling has an effect to construe what you think

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You feel pain so to stop future pain
Or warn
So if we already know of it
Then why feel it
So to feel human

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Maybe dreams are an attempt to bring order to firings of unconscious neurons
Like the brain does for reality when neurons fire due to sensing reality
The brain scrapes up a reality from the firing neurons
Which are affected by the emotions, moods, and energy of the brain and memories short and long
Which could explain why dreams have relations to the external and conscious

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Why does talking about it help it escape our minds focus?
Like goals, dreams, anger, and sadness
Once we let them out through some sort of medium
It feels like they’ve been let out
Like dogs freed from a cage
Maybe that’s why
It’s a way to free off the mental
By passing your thoughts onto something else
They quiet down in you

But why?
Is it a placebo or someway of letting go?
But why would it cause your thoughts to go?
Why is it that the mind can act as a post office in transmitting thoughts and ideas along some mental chain connected through mediums of communication, maybe hidden or written behind symbols and art
The mind brain rewards the transmission of thoughts

Maybe because it’s beneficial for building and supporting a thriving community
It pushes forward the idea of unity
Our minds want us to work together in understanding and unison
Integrated as one
Like our own intricate brain

To create a group-mind where thoughts, ideas and memories are passed along the neuronal pathways that are mediums of communication
Several group-minds exist already
Buuuuut
This is just an idea not what I believe
As is everything

You respect and acknowledge your fellow man
But you feel for your women

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Nobody knows what it’s like
But they assume they do

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We’re only aware of what we’re aware of
So we think we are our awareness and that there is nothing more; consciousness
But we might be more than that and we probably are
We are a life with a body, brain, and mind
But we assume to be only the mind because only it is aware, without the mind we wouldn’t be aware
But does that mean we wouldn’t be?
I think therefore I am
Sure

But it only means that you know and can be certain that you “are”
You can still be without knowing it
We are more than our awareness but it only feels like we are our awareness because that’s what it means to be aware
To be aware of being
We’re only aware of a part of our being, a small part
And we’re ignorant of the rest
As true for most things in life

When we decide to move a finger the decision is made before we become aware of it
But it doesn’t mean we didn’t make it
We just didn’t know that we made it
The decision was made below our conscious by the parts of us we’re not aware of
We never know or are given all knowledge
We live and experience only what we’re aware of
But still there exists a life subconscious
We are always aware and unaware

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Consciousness is the awareness of being
Involves understanding and noting time
Notes the sensations and resulting perceptions of an instant of time
Indefinitely creating frames of references
Consciousness arises from the constant differentiating time frames
Which allow a click to realize and a need to be aware of the suddenly different environment
Internally and externally
A changing environment brings purpose for an aware judge

But that may not be the reason, maybe the true spawn of consciousness is
The differences in the internal stimuli and external stimuli
Brings about awareness
Awareness is from constant change
It is a constant changing derivative
A dynamic derivative of internal and external stimuli
If internal and external are kept constant
What is there to be aware of
Everything is already ware
A bogus conclusion, no?
Maybe consciousness and awareness has some to do with dynamic internal and external stimuli, or maybe not
Maybe they’re correlated
Maybe not

Thinking is imagined action
Imagination comes from the same systems that synthesize, or decode, vision
Except the stimulus comes from inside and is secondary

Our primary is engrained as primary
So we don’t see the connection?
We feel like our eyes?
Imagination activates the same areas as when actually performing actions?
Except it is confined within the brain

The feedback loop of performing and refining action is carried out in imagination within the brain instead
The brain was born out of purpose for precision movement
The brain was made as a house to perform movements and actions
Eventually evolved emotions and from emotions the ability to imagine actions as thoughts

Emotions were a way to, without thought, control movement, or give more freedom than simple reflex action or entrained genetic reactions or entrained sensory reactions?
Maybe sensory reactions came first then emotional reactions and now thought reactions
Each bringing a new level of decision making for performing coordinated movements and action?

Thoughts involve imagining actions before performing, so to predict the feedback loop
Normal actions have a feedback loop which the brain tracks and uses to refine movements
Thoughts help cheat that feedback loop by providing responses and results without actually performing the action?
But those responses are only what can be imagined and may be faulty

I don’t know
Imagination possibly recreates what the visual cortex does with eyes
Like a second system
But recreating the sensual experience rather than reading it from outside

Now that I’m thinking about it, maybe imagination attempts to recreate as many sensory pathways as possible in order to help with the decision making of life; it allows us to predict and understand outcomes. If we can accurately imagine and predict outcomes of decisions, then we can certainly live better lives, right? It leads to better results of all situations, but it of course requires accurate readings and accurate understandings.

I will find a her
Maybe one maybe many
But I will experience a her
It’s not a goal now but it will be
And I don’t ever give in

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And what they did was place a context around it that worked with their bias
Then claimed it to be the true context

People either read too little or too much
Never just right

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Stereotyping - reference to the process of producing printing plates from molds; plate matches preexisting form
Brain collecting information from outside world, becomes accustomed to patterns of perception
…brain makes connection more quickly than if you were seeing breed for first time
…brain categorizes new mental images (sensations) according to what it has already experienced previously

Images (sensations of the world get filtered through a personal lens… both (two viewers) categorize same observation by different experiences (past)
Stereotypes lead to expectations of the world
We do not first see, and then define
We define first, and then see
Potential danger arises when the pictures in our head don’t match the world outside - when we jump to conclusions based on fitting a deficient amount of new perceptions to our stereotypes

— Brain The Complete Mind

How we think and perceive everything is all based on our past experience, if we don’t acknowledge the ignorance of doing so and only see from our own personal lens, we’ll stereotype our future experiences in ignorance, especially when our brain hardens at maturity with increased difficulty of learning and introducing of new experiences

Learn by letting new sensations and experiences be seen as new perceptions and understanding instead of stereotyping it into a category of a past experience
Stop trying to relate to others through your life and lens
Instead try to look through their lens by understanding their experiences and perception of those experiences
Ignorance is to assume everyone perceives and experiences as you do
Ignorance is to attempt to relate to others as if they have the same views as you

Your perception of everything is dependent on the growth of your brain and environmental stimulus growing up; your past
Growth stops at maturity and your perception becomes stagnant
You see the world only by relating and stereotyping with your perception
Ignorance is to trust this perception wholly
Understand that your perception of life is based on a dependent past that isn’t even a percent of existence
Understand that you cannot categorize those experiences you have never past encountered by that stagnant perception
Instead learn and make dynamic your perception